i’m not really going to go into it too much, because i don’t want to. and i’m not gonna mention names. and there’s people that have hurt me a lot worse, but i just picked someone random. okay. 

wow. i cannot believe you. you sat there and made me think that everything was going well, almost perfect, made me trust you, made me believe. i sat there, and thought that what we had, what we were doing, was true. but then, then, you went and just threw it all away. you lied the whole time. you used me to get her. you knew you’d hurt me, you knew she’d hate me, you knew that you could blame it all on me and feel perfectly okay. to this day, you’re still perfectly okay. and honestly, i cannot believe it. here i am, being nothing but nice to you, treating you how you should be treated, trusting you like i should have. and there you are, knowing how this would all unfold, lying to me the whole time, playing me, using me, making me think that everything was okay, treating me like i was something special, making me happy, all to just throw me away. you threw me away at my weakest moment, and made my life a complete hell. you didn’t even care. you made people hate me. you made me hate myself. you changed me, changed my views, changed my mind. because of you, my life will never be the same. i sure hope you’re happy, because i am, now that i don’t have to deal with you anymore.